I post my attempt below. I welcome any comments or suggested improvements. For those reading who are Christians, may you grow as an apprentice of Jesus. For those reading who would not describe yourselves as Christians, may it give you an insight into the surprising, refreshingly different kind of life that I believe Jesus calls us to live.
How to Love Those Who Spit on
You
Jesus has shown us
what life in the Kingdom of God is like (e.g. Luke 6:20f) but how can we
actually live like that?
Loving people who
spit on us is too hard for us. Instead
of just trying harder, we can train as an apprentice of Jesus in
everyday life. This is really just one
example of living a distinctively different life because you are following
Jesus.
Jesus is the
Way. His Spirit is the means. His
example is our pattern and inspiration.
1.
Consider
the Goal – Jesus call to love our enemies and do good to those who hate us. (Lk
6:27) Be inspired by Jesus example in
Luke 18:32 and Mark 14:65; 15:19.
2. Face up to where we fall short of this goal. Be specific in prayer with God.
Repentance is not an emotion. It is not feeling sorry for your sins. It is a decision. It is deciding that you have been wrong in
supposing that you could manage your own life and be your own god; it is deciding
that you were wrong in thinking you had, or could get the strength, education
and training to make it on your own; it is deciding that you have been told a
pack of lies about yourself and your neighbors and your world. And it is deciding that God in Jesus Christ
is telling you the truth. Repentance is
a realization that what God wants from you and what you want from God are not
going to be achieved by doing the same old things, thinking the same old
thoughts. Repentance is a decision to
follow Jesus Christ and become his pilgrim in the path of peace. Repentance is the most practical of all words
and the most practical of all acts. It
is a feet-on-the-ground kind of word.
[from Eugene Peterson’s “A Long Obedience in the Same Direction:
Discipleship in an Instant Society” pp.25-26]
3. Ask God to help you see what is going on inside you. (You might need help from a trusted friend or advisor). Why do you find it hard to love those who spit on you? Is it because you hate it when people don’t like you? Are you are scared what they might do to you? Do you feel criticized when people don’t like you?
4. Choose or develop a spiritual discipline (a spiritual training exercise) to address the issue you face. (This is something you can do that will put you in a place where they Holy Spirit can do what you cannot).
a.
If you
find yourself answering back and then regretting it, try experimenting with the
spiritual discipline of silence.
b.
If you
find yourself doubting your own self-worth as someone created in the image of
God, then meditate on Psalm 139, or the love of Jesus expressed to the woman in
John 8:1-11. This is about being secure
in Christ.
c.
On the
other hand, if you find yourself being arrogant or stubborn, you may need to
seek God for humility. The spiritual
discipline of confession could help you with this.
d.
If you
are fearful for your safety, memorize some verses that reassure youy that God
is on your side. E.g. Ps 27.
e.
If you
find yourself looking for the approval of others for your feelings well-being,
then spend some time alone with God trusting in his approval and love.
f.
If you
find yourself isolated and feeling alone when someone is spitting on you, then
spend some time with trusted friends who can support you.
g.
If you
find yourself growing in anger or frustration toward the person, try praying
for God’s blessing in their lives.
Like training for a marathon, these exercises all take
time to bring results.
5. Can you forgive the person? (Remember – forgiveness doesn’t mean they don’t need to face justice).
6. If it is safe to do so, and you believe there is opportunity for reconciliation, consider how you could meet with the person to seek reconciliation.
Some questions to
think about and discuss:
- · What do we do about relationships that don’t improve? What did Jesus do in that situation?
- · Are you tempted to focus on the “sovereign work of the Spirit” side of the triangle, and neglect the others? Why might that be?
